sometimes in life

heyo i am back again with a brand new post for today, titled as above,this post will be mainly about blowing off some steam inside me,so if you dun wana hear never ending ranting,i suggest you find another stuff to do..

man life have been tough in form 6 for me...people who know me know what i am talking about...


as high as my patience goes,i too have a limit...i never liked to fight,never loved to quarrel...but do not assume me holding back as fear...push me into a corner and i will never back down without a fight...because i am also a human,and humans do get PISSED OFF sometimes

enough about that cunt,guess i will have to just stomp on just like old times...

next on the list is our malaysian education...

*DO NOT TAKE THIS PERSONALLY FOR WHOM  PARENTS ARE TEACHERS,I AM ONLY REFERRING TO THOSE "YOU KNOW WHO"*
our malaysian government has been implementing many new stuff like new system la,this la,that la all the nonsense all in our education system,but i don't know they really never notice or pretend not to notice that
THE PROBLEM IS NOT WITH THE SYSTEM,BUT IT'S WITH THE TEACHERS!!!(not all teachers,there are a few great teachers out there)...i speak solely from experience,during my form 4 and form 5...i dare to admit that i relied 95% percent on tuition to only PASS certain subject...yes...just to PASS also need to rely on tuition,seriously,some teachers that do not have the qualifications to teach a certain subject but the school just slumber let them teach,that is why as generations pass,we will become less and less intelligent....

i guess this is all for this post,although i still have like 98736902797851876GB of stuff i wanna rant about,but this post is getting too long,maybe i will make another post about it,till then...see you guys around :)

widening my point of view towards life

i would like to share my working experience with you guys in this post...so here it goes

i recently started working while waiting for form 6 to start.during the the first day of my job,i was like kinda shy to get to know the other workers around me,so it was a little uncomfortable at first,but as days passed,i got to know them more and more,and its certainly something to remember.The main purpose i started working  is because i dont wana keep asking money from my parents everytime i wana go out and hang out with my friends,it doesn't really feel right that way.

anyways,during my working experience,i got to know people from all walks of life,i learned alot from them and i gladly thank them for what they have taught me directly or indirectly.One of them shared his life story with me,and after listening to him,i felt bad for him,although he is financially very unstable (until the level that maybe he had to reduce his meals until his salary came) but at the end of the day,he managed to put on a smile and take on every challenge that life had in store for him.He is a really strong person filled with determination,i sincerely wish all the best for him,sometimes i thought my life was miserable,but after this working experience,i am more appreciative of what i have now.

(never ever think that your life is miserable,there are people out there facing tougher situation than you could ever imagine)

we laughed together whenever we saw something funny like people wearing those sun glasses in the mall,we would be like "here very bright meh?"...then we would see some ah gua's wearing low cut shirts sometimes and we would be like

not like i dont respect them la,but sometimes we really cant tell whether that they are a girl or a boy...then after they leave one person will sure tell us "haiyo itu ponda laaa,buta ka?"then all our poker face will muncul .

many people thought my age was like 20+,maybe i really do look kinda old for my age D:

there are many more experience i would wana share,but then this post would be like 10 pages long if i did that,so maybe i will make another post regarding my working experience in the near future.

today was my off day so i went to a so called "gathering" with my primary school mates guess how many person attended

..do not scroll beyond this point without a number in your head..


..oh come on,guess la...don't so lazy..


oi so fast here already a?you sure you got think or not?


OI dont simply scroll la


fine i give up...~.~

only 3 people came only =.=....but then it was still worth it la,we went for sushi and a movie,i am really glad to see them doing well,here a photo before this post ends

haha dont pretend la,i know you all only wana see the pretty girl in the middle only

ok la,i will end this post here,its getting to long...till next time..chao :)

RESULTS COMING OUT SOON..

times really flies,so fast its been almost 3 months after spm examination already,after examination everyone was like 

now i bet everyone is like

i thought it would take an entire century for me to receive my spm results but i guess i am wrong again...
but one thing i notice is that whenever results are coming out,tons of people says they will die if you know what i mean but yet in the end no one dies *disappointed*  :-P ,people would be like moody and so on,well i dont actually feel moody so i cant really understand what you guys feel,so shall not dig in into that topic...but i do realize this...when we are about to get our results,this happens

HOW PEOPLE PUT IT

WHAT REALLY HAPPENED

admit it its true guys,but i guess life would not be as much fun without some extra exaggeration rite guys?
i dont really feel any moodiness or anything in my mind,on the other hand i cant wait for results to be released for some reason,i guess i wana end the anxiousness once and for all,you know the feeling you get when you are literally exited for too long and it starts to get boring,well i am at that stage now...

to end this post i wish everyone of you who are reading this rite now,if there is anyone one reading that is

good luck in your result :),may all your efforts pay off and come back from school with a smiling face until next time..see you :)

the friend-zone

aha friend-zone,should be almost everyone's nightmare for once,the feeling that you get when you are friendzoned really sucks

*note that this thing go both ways,it might look like i am writing this only for the boys,i am not,its just because i am lazy to write he/she every single time*

let us begin,after being friendzoned, a person could completely develop different character for a set amount of time or in some cases permanently.according to what i see there are quite a few,i will try to list out some of them

No.1-the accepting reality type

these are the ones who get over the situation quite fast as they just accept reality and move on as soon as they are able to,but in some rare cases they do tend to hold grudges silently to the other party (not everyone is like this),mostly this type will maintain their close friendship with the other party though it might be a little awkward.




No.2-the HATER

these are the ones who can go totally from loving a person to hating a person till the end of END of the world (yea, the END of END of the world, it's that serious) after they get friendzoned,they tend to hate the other party and start thinking/talking/imagining bad things about them,they will make up whatsoever reason to hate the other party and and sometimes even unreasonable reasons,to put it in an easy way its just like how you hate your enemies.



No.3-the optimist

they are the rarest breeds who always think on the bright side after they get friendzoned ,they tend to move on very quickly as most of them will have 1 sentence on their mind "don't give up an entire forest just because of a tree".Most of them could still be close friends with the other party as they're very good in controlling themselves,though they are great at moving on,these are the ones who are likely to break the FRIENDZONE BARRIER because they are not the being misunderstood as annoying type,we will get to that later.


No.4-the being misunderstood as annoying type

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these are the most pitiful breed of all,these are the ones who find it hard to get over the situation and hence most of the time lost control of their emotion,they tend to try very hard to communicate more with the other party and in most cases end up annoying the other party,in some cases they will also constantly try to convince the other party to change their mind and give them a chance and end up annoying the other party too.


No.5-the jealous level maximum type

                                          

these are somewhat same like the HATER, they tend to get jealous very easily even when the person they like, speaks to the opposite sex normally as friends because they want to be the only one you talk to. they won't accept reality easily and will always tell you bad things about the person that you are talking to in order to get your attention and at the same time show you that they do care,the only problem is that they don't know how to put it in a better way but as time passes they would wake up and move on.


No.6-the paranoid/dramatic type

these are the ones who will over think things like "NOOOOO I AM GONNA DIE ALONE"/ "I CANT FIND ANYBODY LIKE YOU ANYMORE"/"I AM GONNA MARRY MY CATS AND BREED CAT WOMAN"/"I CANT LIVE WITHOUT YOU" and so on. They also tend to act very sad for example not talking to anyone for the whole day and so on but actually on the inside they are not that sad anyway(i am not saying that they are not sad,but seriously not until that kind of level like they are not able to meet the other party again),they too, want attention and care but they do not know how to express it in a proper way



No.7-the wannabe optimist

these are the ones who want to be an optimist but do not have a will strong enough to withstand the pressure of rejection, the wannabe optimist is a combination of the optimist and any of the above types,they will be fine during the first few days of rejection but in the end they will end up becoming any of the above type. they try the hardest to get over the situation but can't walk the whole path and end up receiving the most damage in the journey




so far this is all i know.FRIENDZONE is just a part of life that most of us have to overcome,there are many more people out there waiting for their Mr/Mrs RIGHT......there is always someone out there for everyone,so don't give up easily .

i will end this post with a picture that will twist your mind and eyes